Sometimes I wonder if the person I currently am is the person I wanted to be in another life. If this is something someone wanted to come to fruition and if I'm just taking what I have for granted.

I want therapy so bad. I just want to be normal, have normal worries, and not complicate things in my own mind anymore. I don't want my mom to tell me I don't have depression just because I get sad sometimes. I don't want to feel like dyin…

I guess it's high time I realize, that my existence really amounts to nothing, nothing I do would ever be significant enough to really live for, hopefully it will only be a matter of time until I can leave this Earth with no consequences. …

Lately, it feels quite empty, everything I do. With no end in sight, a change in goals, I wonder, if there's anything valuable or meaningful from living this life of mine. Sometimes, it feels as if I live this life without purpose, to mere…

지금 새벽 3시 이네.... 아직도 나의 독 때문에 4시간만 잘수 있어요.... 자하는거 못해

난.... 지금 모르는 생각이 있고 어느 괜찮아? 이번주, 그 메시지 받았어... 난... 화났어, 진짜 I always make sure to not bother my friends about this issue, but it eats me apart like a disease. Everyday I think; "What if I go to work and him o…

이름: 얀 생일: 120899 취미: 미술, 수화, 세븐틴/이달이소/있지 사랑하기 나는: 피곤할텐데 이제 괜찮아요 나의 소원은: 행복한 인생 살고 가족 같이 열심히하고 좋겠어요. 제일 좋아하는 마리: 수달 지금의 감각: 괜찮돼고 이번년 동안 힘들었지만 난 아르…

Years, Years have passed, years of annoyance, tears, and freedom I have still yet to obtain. Years have passed, and I am annoyed of the fact that you still bother me. Despite my desperate mask, feigning confidence and happiness in strides,…

가끔... 죽고싶다 요즘에 항상 죽고싶어....기역을 있어요? 어떡해요? 저장된 없어

혼자 하고 바쁘고 시간이 없어요. 그래. 난 아무것도 없어요.

In love cherry motion, choerry travels twice, she goes from earth with 1/3 to the forest of portals to oec. Yeojin is still with haseul at that point, but it is revealed that she later gets lost in a forest. Yeojin is in the forest because…

Name: Yan (얌) DOB: 12081999 Hobbies: finding new music, drawing, discovering interests, being with friends Favorite animal: Otters and Bears Favorite Color: Green Favorite Scent: floral citrus Favorite games: story of seasons, bravely ser…

I often feel like these feelings of mine should not be as powerful as they are. But yet, I feed them the immense amounts of power as if they were snacks. I feel like i'm never doing enough, and yet when I do something, it's never validated…

매일은 사는거 힘들어요. 그런데 매일은 살아요. 행복 없고 슬프 없고 왜그래 됩니까요? It seems like every day is a struggle, breathing feels like a chore, and being stared at by strangers begins to make me feel a sense of shame. I can't help,…

Everyday is like an eternal struggle. I sigh to get past a mere 24 hours, and it repeats itself over and over again. Everyday, I struggle to walk through the halls, through the hundreds of people whose faces I won't remember in a month. I …

A sullen existence Unbelievably so Similar to me

An ever changing mood, in a world where patience is a waste. I can now see, these days, why I do not have the things that I aspire to have. I'm just not meant, to have the things I exactly want in life. The things I work hard for will almo…

Daydream at the seat of the table, pencil in hand, book in front, as the mind leaves the shell, and goes on a short trip to the unknown, and the limitless location. There will be an eclipse later on this morning, knowing I won't sleep past…

A little part of me, breaks each time in silence, in the dark hours of the night, whenever my mother lies to me, whenever she runs away from her problems, whenever my mother shows me how much of a coward she is, it shows me just one thing,…

052017 I feel horrible, I really do, fighting with Brenda when she couldn't give a second care about how I feel. I'm just so upset, I always feel like my feelings are justified, or that I just don't deserve these feelings of anger. Why is …

In an ocean full of fish, I feel like the only one who has yet to swim outside their comfort zone, and explore the potential beyond the small sea Often times, many people believe that they know themselves best. Their likes, dislikes, desir…

Sometimes I want to believe that being alone in the present is just the heavens preparing me to fall in love with a good person. But knowing that the heavens are helpless and don't help anyone, I end up remembering my place. I want to love…

Although days such as these aren't bad, they seem to be the days I forget the easiest. Days where I smile, laugh, have little abstract moments that, if I thought too much about it, I would question the overall existence which is my own sel…

Deception is an art, not an action With so little eyes watching me, always complaining on here, I like admitting to my peace of mind, my existence which often grows tired. I wouldn't feel pressured to finish the stories I can't think of an…

A fickle place in where your true self lies. These days, my heart has a harder time dealing with the emotions of others. I sometimes believe it is the own will of my selfishness at work, but at times, I truly cannot connect my heart to a s…

You, who is now a year older, is also now so much greater as time grows. To the boy who is now a year older, You've grown so much in front of the thousands of people who admire you from afar, a person who brings smiles and laughter to thos…

Such creatures, simply crave power, what else can possibly exist?

With so many inferences that we are given about the world, often times, we forget who we are. Like the sea, it becomes mysterious, endless, questionable. I looked out towards the cold winter sea, my heart, almost as if it were anticipating…

오늘은 슬퍼요 It's officially December and my mood hasn't been especially great because of a few thoughts and my ugly personality has been taking a run for a while. I seem to feel sad knowing some people live their life not being able to l…

비가. . . 너무 예뻐서. . . It was a Monday morning, crisp and sweet. The skies were Grey and the atmosphere wasn't warm. But it felt more gentle that way. Swaying and Swaying, the wind blew the most gentle of breezes, as the flowers had be…